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at 5:13 AM

The time now is 5:1oAM. What an ungodly hour. 3 more hours till the flight.
I'm switching on the lappy just to post this up. Abit stupid I know. Alrighty, I'll be back on Sunday, next year! I still rather not go Hong Kong. Oh well. I'm missing everyone and everything already. Sigh, okay. I'll try to bring back goodies khaes!



I wish I had one last hug before I leave.




Whenever it's this time of the year, and I look back on what have I achieved or gained within this year, it's never really much. As always I feel that the year has past by too quickly. It feels like it was only yesterday we welcomed 2009. And now, we're welcoming 2010. Haha. It is going to take awhile for me to get used to the year 2010.

I've been reflecting quite a bit on what I've really done this year. The truth is, I've done a lot of things but accomplished little to make me really proud of.

The starting of the year was great! I was still having holidays as poly hasn't started yet. And comes April where I met fantastic classmates whom I can sincerely call them as great friends. Things started to go downhill towards the end of the year. Many many things happened. Mostly sad I guess. Nevertheless, I kept going, thinking that tomorrow will be a better day. At least until now, I'm able to forget all those little meaningless things that made me upset and angry. All those beautiful, meant-to-be-treasured times are locked in my heart :)

This was my resolution for last year -

2009 Resolutions
So this year, I'm gonna be cleverer. My resolution for this year is going to be simple. Most importantly, realistic and easy to fulfill. Even if I create a whole long list of new year's resolution, I'm not going to remember them at all. So this year, it's just going to be -




at 6:40 PM





at 5:01 PM


I heard somewhere that being selfish is being true to yourself.
Must one be selfish in order to know what your true feelings are? Somehow it sounds true cause you're fighting for what you want. Yet it sounds rubbish too. Why must one be selfish and care nothing for others in order to 'be true to yourself'.

I know what are important to some people yet I don't selfishly ask them to sacrifice it just to keep me happy. But sometimes it gets me upset and hurt and I always wonder, who's going to think for me? Yes, I know the people around me are always giving in to me. Especially Priscilia and co. They know my personality and are willing to do whatever nonsensical thing I want to do. I might sound like some idiot who thinks so much of herself but I'm not. I know what I'm doing and I have limits for myself too. I don't cross the line and make people hate me for being demanding.

But like the sentence goes, 'What comes around, goes back around'. Life is like a circle. A huge circle! What you do to others, someone else is gonna do the same thing back to you. So for them giving in to me, I give in to others too. Giving in might take a lot of effort. As you may have to give up something in order to make someone else happy.

For instance, you are all ready for bed after a freaking long day and you get a sudden phone call from your bestie crying about certain incident. You sacrifice your bedtime to cheer her up, comfort her and lend her a listening ear. Okay, in this case I won't say that you're giving in to your bestie cause you are all too willing to help her out. That's what best friends are do. But if you're getting ready for bed and friend asks you out for supper cause it's late and he/she is really hungry. You give in to your friend and accompany him/her for supper. Giving up the few hours of sleep just to accompany your friend to make him/her happy. And your friend would return you the favour in future. See the circle?

Alright. I finished ranting out my thoughts. Screw this post.


at 8:56 PM

I wish I know the word to describe this damn hilarious incident that happened on the bus today. But I can't find the correct word. I doubt I will ever forget that this has ever happened. This whole incident should be recorded down can! Haha. For the sake of this person, I shall not name who. Let's name that person W. Eh, see I'm so good to you! Hahahahahaha.

So okay, the whole group of us were on the bus back to TP cause we went Tampines 201 to have our lunch. Cause we were on the lower deck of the double-decker bus and 4 of them, including W, were sitting at the very back row. 3 of us on the right and another 3, including this really suay unknown guy, were on the left. This suay guy was seated near the back and was sort of surrounded by us. Then W suddenly went, 'Aiya. I like to put my legs up when I'm sitting at the back. All 自己人 !'

So W put her legs on Ivan and that really suay guy's lap. The funny part was that W didn't realise that the guy on her left was a complete stranger and he got totally stunned and tried to push her leg off his lap. All of us were laughing so hard and shocked yet W didn't get the joke and was still happily enjoying it. Then W realised that the guy on her left was a total stranger, she got a huge shock. Edmund still asked the stranger if he wants to know W's name and contact details. The guy shook his head quickly. Funny can. W and Edmund kept disturbing the poor guy who turns out is a TP student as well. Hahahaha. Omg, lucky I can't remember his face anymore if not I sure laugh whenever I see him.


*Edited
Second part of the story...
W was on the same bus as the unlucky dude after school. Haha. I wonder if it's the same bus as the one in the afternoon too. Haha. This time round, the guy might have spotted W and decided to sit on the upper deck! If not he must have decided to stay away from the back seats in the lower deck. HAHAHA.


at 8:50 PM

I felt so restless while I was walking to school can. I had to resist every urge in me to turn around and walk back home and lie on the bed and sleep. Haha. I'm kidding.

Even though I hate school, I don't hate my class. Haha. Some of us were exchanging presents in the morning. Heh, I bought the gingerbread man for them too. Wan Ting loves it so much. She said she could taste cinnamon which I couldn't. Haha. Thanks Thaijin and Shu Qing for the presents and the cards! And Wan Ting for the skittles. Oh ya, and Evon for the cookies too! :D

Got back our results for POM and I'm happy with it though I lost a mark. Haha. Printed notes and we went ITAS to eat. Yucks, I don't wanna go back there to eat for the rest of the term. F&B tutorial and then Si Min and I went TM to walk around. My stomach was grumbling so I bought Auntie Anne's home to eat. Parmesan cheese. Think I stick to my cinnamon raisin better. Haha.


at 11:19 PM




at 10:27 PM


Short day with Guo Harn today and we caught Avatar at Marina Square :)

The first time I saw the trailer, I didn't feel like watching. Freakish blue people with tails? Not appealing to me. Haha. Same for the second time when I watched the trailer. I went, 'Eeew, this movie again'. But after watching it seriously, I turned to him and said, 'Eh, like not bad leh'. Haha.

So there we were watching it from the 3rd row from the front. I hate seating in front cause I'll have to strain my neck. Sigh, what to do? The tickets are still selling really quickly. Haha. Okay, now I know why the movie is so anticipated and James Cameron actually waited years for the technology to improve before producing the movie. What if technology doesn't improve then? Haha. Although the movie was great, I felt sleepy towards the end. A full stomach makes one sleepy.

STUPID! SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW!!! :(






I may not have it all, but I'm perfectly contented with what I have now.


at 6:46 PM


Okay, enough with the nonsense. Hahas. I slept all the way till 2 in the afternoon. Must get all the sleep I can before school starts what. Had my lunch and snuggled up on the sofa in my oversized Mickey hoodie and watched UP. Haha. The movie moved me to tears again. Sigh, so sweet of Carl. Haha.

Daddy brought back the confirmed itinerary for the HK trip. Somehow the 4 days seemed quite short to me. Probably cause there's nothing to do on the last day cause we're on the morning flight back and I'll reach Singapore by noon. -.- Well, whoever needs me to get anything there, let me know okay? :) No need to remind me to buy presents!


*Edited.
Damn it, another month from now I'll be turning 18 =/
I feel so old already!!


at 8:50 PM



Seriously, Christmas has put me in an awesome mood that I can't help but keep smiling to myself. Haha. I even hummed Christmas songs to sleep last night, all the while dreaming about a snowy Christmas. That's it! I'm going to celebrate Christmas overseas with snow and everything one fine year! Hahaha.

Out for lunch with family at Dian Xiao Er cause most of the restaurants had long queues snaking outside. Sis and I didn't really enjoy though. *shrugs* Daddy wanted to do some shopping and after he got his shoes and trousers, he went straight home leaving us to shop. I very happily bought 2 tops and slippers. That irritating dog chewed my two pairs of slippers leaving obvious bite marks on it. -.- How to wear out?

Okay. Guess I didn't really mean it when I said I kept smiling. I was seriously pissed off by this mother pushing her pram. She was standing in front of me on the escalator holding onto her baby's pram, and somehow her pram got stuck at the bottom of the escalator and of course, she blocked the whole way. Unlucky me was right behind her and I almost fell on her. People behind me were pushing and trying to get out of the way. I had no way to move but to wait for her to siam away. And somehow, her pram rolled over my legs several times. Hurts okay? I got so irritated that 'Eh, f***' slipped out of my mouth. Yes yes, I know that she was struggling to move her pram out of the way but couldn't she just lift it up and move on?




ps. I don't feel like going HK anymore =/
pps. I feel like I'm leaving so many things behind just for that 4 days =/
ppps. I don't feel excited for the trip anymore =/
pppps. I still don't feel like going =/
ppppps. I hate to be away and out of contact with everyone even for just 4 days =/
pppppps. HOW ???!!!


at 10:38 PM


It's Christmas Eve! :)
Haha. I happy from last night until now can. Christmas never fails to make me feel different. Different in a good way of course. Probably because of the Christmas stories about fairies, elves, raindeers etc which makes it feel magical. Unlike other festive seasons. -.-

You see lights and Christmas decos hanging everywhere and the joyful feeling everywhere you go. Plus, you get the chance to ask for presents. Oh oh, and not forgetting Year End Sales. HAHA. I'm not too happy about that though seeing that I'm broke now. Sigh. *throw unhappy thoughts away!*

And yay, went out with Guo Harn to Plaza Sing this afternoon. We were deciding between Avatar or Sherlock Holmes. I thought Sherlock Holmes would be selling fast cause today's the opening but on the contrary, the seats left for Avatar are only front rows. In the end, we caught Sherlock Holmes :)


Its a 2 hour show which I think is not too bad. A lot of action and funny lines here and there. Robert Downey Jr. looks older than when he's acting in Iron Man. Yet that charm of his is still there. Haha. But I still prefer Johnny Depp! CAN'T WAIT FOR HIS TWO NEW MOVIES!!

Late, very late lunch at Mos Burger which I guess I'm beginning to like. And cream puff as dessert. Haha. Then we went wandering around Plaza Sing before taking the train back to Tampines. Accompanied him while he waited for his parents and while waiting, we were watching the sadistic, sick Happy Tree Friends. Haha. And I'm off home for my own Christmas dinner with family and dog :D









You say magical, I say miracle. They say it's life.


at 10:25 PM





at 3:35 PM

I hate shopping for presents. I really do. It's tiring, troublesome and you have to think about whether it's practical or not.

So instead of shopping for individual presents each, I decided to buy the same thing for everyone. Haha. I know it lacks sincerity, but at least I picked different designs for different girls. So are eye masks practical? Duh, so you can think of me when you put it on to sleep! Haha.


My beautifully wrapped presents :)


I spent a lot of time wrapping khaes. And you should know I can't wrap nicely too. Haha. I even made a special trip down to Plaza Sing's Daiso aloneto get the ribbons which lasted for 4 presents and I had to go down buy another roll of ribbon to finish wrapping. *shakes head*

As for the guys, I bought them a gingerbread man each. At least they can eat it! And it's so cute. Haha.

I was still busy doing a last clean up of the house in the afternoon before my first guests arrived. Pris and Ronney. Haha. Then the rest started to turn up and so did the food!!


Started eating when everyone was here. At least I know everyone was full cause there were so much leftovers. Haha. The girls sat around the coffee table eating.


While the guys sat behind to eat. Well, Sharon was there as well. Haha.


Cleared the table and it was time for mahjong. I'm surprised they could actually play mahjong on my oval dining table -.- I actually thought they were going to sit at the ends to play. And thanks Evon for bringing the mahjong! :)


Oh, my nephew turned up too. Haha. He was walking around the house so lonely and then joined us for card games in my room. Not as if he knew how to play either. I was guiding him on how to play.


The guys did play strip poker afterwards. Goodness. *shakes head* But luckily they only took out their wallets and stuff. Haha. My nephew wanted to join them but I said no. How can?!

I interrupted their game and we started the gift exchange! Damn. I still think my gift is the most cheapo-est. HAHA.


After we had a present each, it was time to open! Yays!


Kai Lin was the unlucky one to receive Leong Wei's present. Cause there were layers and layers of newspapers underneath.


Leong Wei got my cheapo gift (a towel in a shape of a lollipop) but he seemed happy about it. HAHAHAH. Eh, what. Can use the towel for gym right.


Initially wanted to take a picture with everyone but somehow ended up taking with 4 of them only. I am not going to post up the one with Sharon cause both looks weird to me. Haha.

And thanks Ting Ting and Jonathan for the log cake :)


Lastly a group photo to end the night,


Thanks for the presents! Though Evon and Priscilia bought me the same items, a Mickey bookmark. I will still use them! I gotten 3 cups in a night. Thanks eh. It can probably last a really long time.


Still, I wanna thank everyone! I'm glad most of them turned. Although it was tiring being a good host, I am pleased that all of you had a great time! :D

As for today, woke up damn early to accompany my aunt to the temple. Think it's some kind of occasion today cause the temple was crowded with people. Urgh, ashes and smoke were all around and my eyes were super dry. I swear that my hair still smells of smoke even though I washed it twice!!





ps. CHRISTMAS IS ROUND THE CORNER ! :D